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My heart aches with pain
My soul is shattered once more
I don’t want to feel like this again

The glass is still half empty,
There is cheese in the fridge
But the body has no more soul

It hurts, oh my God, it hurts so much
And I feel guilty for my feelings
If I am not strong, who will be?

My throat is closing-up
I’m losing control
I cry silently but don’t hide the tears

And I cry when I look at the others
And feel what they feel
So much pain…so much pain

How can she be dead
If I bought her a present
If I can see her alive in my head?

I hope my tears never dry up
I don’t want her life to become
Just a memory

If I hurt, I feel
I feel her life with mine
Together

I will never be alone
As long as I love
And expect nothing in return